Change.

Sorry to spring this on everyone, but if you're here looking for the crystal scherzo page, it's been changed.

Since crystal scherzo is a group now, I figured it would be best if the URL reflected the group rather than me. For the group's scanslations and translations, now head to http://crystalscherzo.blogspot.com. Sorry for the sudden change.



Cheers.

Crash.

Boom.

The end.



School's a lot better so far than it was last year. That doesn't mean my grades are going to be any better, but at least I'm enjoying myself. I'm a lot better off when it comes to being on terms with myself. For the most part, I'm very happy about who I am and what I'm doing, and that makes everything about ten times more fun.

There's still a lot of worries and a lot of stress and it's not everything to do with me, but I've just gotta keep going.


I'm not putting my head down though. I'm going to look at everything that's going on so I can have a better sense of things. I don't want to blindly go through stuff if I don't have to.







Dix.

Blergh.

Yes, it’s that time again, when school starts. The first week was over and it was a mess. I’ll just say that working the noon shift is not easy when half my classes are during the noon shift. I’m happy to be back on the afternoon shift. Fwee.

 

So I moved into a new apartment, and there was plenty of nervousness and anxiety, but it looks like it’s going to be a good experience this year. Kenzie and Ariel, my two new roommates, are really cool and open-minded and they don’t mind me being a weirdo. They even compliment my Asian men wall. :Db

 

Speaking of which, here are pictures of the new flat:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
Versailles AND GazettE. Best wall of awesome.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

These pictures were taken awhile ago so it looks a bit different now, but not by much. :3

 

It’s a small flat, as to be expected, but it’s soooo much nicer than the place Elo and I lived first year. Plus the ward is nicer, roommates are cooler, and the overall feel is just so much more welcoming. I don’t feel like I have to hide my music or my movies or my posters, because people actually think it’s cool.

 

It’s so nice to be around mature people.

 

 

 

 

So my classes this semester are: Historical Geology, Reading Modern Japanese Documentary Styles, Writing About the Arts and Humanities, World Religions, and Japanese Culture Through Cinema. The workload is going to be a bit much, but I really want to do well this year, and I’m excited about my classes and what I’m going to learn. I’m going to work my hardest and do my very best.

 

A couple of other goals I have for the semester are to work on my kanji outside of class, work on guitar, and try to read my scriptures more. I feel comfortable with my spiritual relationship with God and with religion, but I don’t think it’ll hurt to keep trying. I’m going to attempt to read the Book of Mormon in Japanese, just bit by bit, to help my spiritual progress and my Japanese.

 

 

 

In other news, I know I’ve posted this everywhere, but congratulations to Masashi for becoming a member of Versailles, and to Versailles for finding such a wonderful person to help carry their work on. I look forward to seeing how they will progress into their new era.

 

 

 

 

 

 

It’s a hard time right now. I’m struggling with a lot, and I know I’m getting bogged down, but I’m going to keep fighting. I want everyone to know that no matter what I say or how I act, or how upset or sad or depressed I seem, I’m never stopping my fight. I just need some help getting strength back every now and then.

 

 

 

 

 

Bedtime.